Sunday, July 19, 2009

Россия


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My mom and I since January have been scheming and planning and hoping to go to Russia and after a few months of jumping hoops and preparations... We actually went!

We had both been looking sooo forward to this trip and had been arranging and planning it for months! Thanks to some amazingly generous relatives and a lot of arrangements from visas to visa invitations to train ticket and hostel reservations, we were on our way! We both had mini-adventures at the Russian embassies, mine required me to first go to Amsterdam twice to drop off and pick up my passport to get more pages so I could fit another visa, then to the Russian Embassy in the Hague 15min from my place. I inadvertently ending up sort of having to sneak in but in the end it all worked out...

... so I had dropped off my passport and was told I could only pick it up between 12-1 this one day a week later, and a week before I was supposed to leave (and there were holidays around it, so i really only had that day to get it). So I went at 12pm sharp to pick it up but realized I had forgotten my receipt from the week before when I had dropped it off. So by 12:30 I waded to the front of the massive crowd of people hoarding around the door to ask the man if I needed the receipt and he only answered in Russian, so someone kindly translated that into Dutch, which I still didn't understand, and finally someone translated to me in English saying maybe I could get in but it would have to be after the rest of the crowd- which I knew would not happen in the remaining 30 minutes, considering they let 1 person in every 5-10 minutes or so.
...So I biked like a banshee the 15min to my apartment, tore it apart looking for the receipt even to the point of sorting through the garbage on the curb which I had taken out hte day before, but to no avail. So I biked back as fast as I could, as I passed the Peace Palace right next to the embassy the bells struck 1pm so I knew it would be close. As I got to the door though it was completely empty- no one. So I buzzed the door and received no answer (I think the doorman went to lunch). After about 3-4 tries a man left teh building and left the door open just a crack... considering the doorman's absence and the time sensitivity of my situation, I looked both ways and slowly opened the massive wooden door of the embassy. No one was there, so I asked the first one where the visa desk was, went up to it and looked in my wallet for my residence permit to show my identity, and LO AND BEHOLD in a hidden pocket of my wallet, THE RECEIPT. So gracias a Dios... I had it ALL ALONG!!! Long story short, I got the Visa and was off!!!)

My mom and I started off in Moscow- embracing the public transport we trained and metroed it to our hostel and thanks to the Cyrillic spelling of the street name we were able to ask people find our way! We spent a day there, then headed up to St. Petersburg on the day train through the countryside- lots of gorgeous forests, little villages with log cabins and soviet remnants of massive concrete buldings, industrial centers and red and white smoke stacks. Mostly though, there was beautiful forest. We got up to St. Petersburg, navigated our way to the hostel by 10pm to find that it was overbooked!! But they graciously arranged to send us in a taxi to another place for the night, which ended up being the flat of some very sweet elderly people who had two rooms with a bunch of bunks in them. The hot water didn't work but it seemed clean and even though we couldn't speak eachothers language, they were some of the most sweet people making us feel at home. The next am our first hostel came and picked us up and trucked us to a third hostel which despite the delapitaded exterior was the nicest inside! Besides the brown water, it was perfect and even served a meaty breakfast!

Durig St P's we went to the Hermitage, one of the largest and most impressive museums in the world, from the building itself (Peter the Great's Winter Palace) to the massive collection of masters and fine art from the ancient to more recent centuries was absolutely fantastic. The tsars certainly invested a lot in making the place look nice! We also went to the Peterhof, Peter the Great's summer cottage... just look at the pictures and you'll see what I mean when I say I am impressed... The fountains have been functioning since the 17th century! All of my childhood readings about palaces and grandeur really came alive seeing the majestic beauty of these places... gold everywhere seriously large impressive buildings... spectacular. Sadly though this grandeur did come at a massive public cost which unsurprisingly led to the Revolution and search for a greater equality and distribution.

We saw this transition through the present in the Russian Political History Museum- from Stalin's propaganda of him smiling with smoke stakes and industrial progress in the background, to stained glass windows of plow shears meeting industry, and people's opera of women singing and happily, fervantly working in the factories to boost moral (I saw a verrrry similar one in China acually!). Probably the heaviest image besides all of that though was a large painted picture of the last tsar, Nicolas the II, that had been repeatedly slashed by soldier's bayonets- the violent, abrupt end to an era. The museum really honestly captured their last century in particular's progress, not at all glazing over the great human catastrophes that occurred in their political past, but presenting the bad and the good and lessons they have learned. It was really poignant and I would hope other countries including my own can be so honest about both the good and the bad of what has happened in our histories.

Back in Moscow we went to Red Square and the Kremlin (which isn't the dark writhing dark pit the US had impressed me to think, haha!) It actually just means 'walled city' and is a collection of beautiful museums and buildings including the famous onion domed St. Basil's cathedral. We also went to the outskirts of the city and saw this magnificent medieval monastery that is still in use. Wow. It is also walled and has various churches, a grave yard, and a massive church that is not exaggerating, the most impressive church interior I have ever seen. Massively high wall to ceiling gold and Icons, dark stained glass, incense, worshipers. It was truly impressive.

That was about it for the main sights of our trip- I was delighted to see and experience a place with such mystery and infamy in the popular (at least US) mindset. It wasn't at all the dark looming mafia-ridden, moral adverse backwardness I had picked up from popular impression left over from cold war era sentiments. Winston Churchill described Russia as a "riddle wrapped up in a mystery inside an enigma." It was certainly enigmatic in the sense that I couldn't read any signs and certain cultural customs like a still massive bureaucracy (ie every small restaurant or business had at least 6+ workers, a security guard, and constant paperwork). But the people even with a communication gap seemed very helpful and kind. The few around us who did speak english were welcoming and curious to talk to us. We even met a man who is a Pastor who invited us to come visit anytime and help out with his drug rehabilitation center his church runs! From what I saw in public settings men seemed to be gentlemen, and for the most part we had very positive experiences. I am sure there is also an oppsotie side to every coin, but we didn't see any mafia or any of the negative social problems that we so often hear about in US news. I am sure the rural areas as well are much less well off than the urban, but from what I could see it really seems like the urban classes are flourishing- the people we interacted with in the subways and in the areas of the city we walked around seemed to be happy and content in their style of life. (I know there are also problems with severe poverty, drug, alcoholism, organized crime and social problems like any country, but what I at least witnessed was very positive).

Russia is also the least english speaking place I have ever been though, even more so than China! Luckily my Mom had learned the Cyrillic alphabet so she could sound out things, thank God!! That and the bit of Russian she had studied beforehand + our guidebook and massive preparation beforehand were truly our saving graces! The language itself is actually very beautiful (at least compared to Dutch, haha!) and the people were very well dressed and polite, refined even moreso than much other parts of Europe.

The subways were not only the most reliable and rapid system I have ever been on in the world (every 50 seconds in Moscow), they were also the most beautiful! Thanks to the concept of "people's art" there were gorgeous painting adn frescos, light fixtures and marble walls and columms- they are museums in themselves! They are also the deepest ones in the world-- they double as bomb shelters~!

Other observations, the vodka was definitely a flowing, and the funny thing is if you look at a menu grey goose is like 1/2 way down in the quality section haha!

April, May, June... JULY!

Wow!! Sooo much to catch up on. I realize this is now becoming a quarterly thing so I'll try to give the highlights as to not inundate you too much! Well the last four months have been pretty crazy! I'm finally relaxing now after an insane amount of schoolwork, travel and... well mostly those two things haha...


So MARCH // APRIL--


Finally finished up the hellacious winter term and ended up passing my classes haha, I got the highest grade in my Labor Rights Governance, Decent Work, and Global Value Chains class! The other two I survived but oh well!!! So after the usual procrasination (finishing 4 papers in 3 days, you know the drill). One of my dearest friend's Abby came over the pond for a couple weeks!


VENICE AND CROATIA

We went to Venice and Croatia. Were delighted by the most delictible gnocci, pastas, risottos, lemoncello and vino and gorgeous architecture and fun shopping in Venice. Then we trained to Trieste and took the overnight bus to Spilt, Croatia! Now Croatia is spectacular! Ancient Roman structures on the turquoise Aegean, nice people, lots of coffee and a mix of heavy eastern european and italian-like pastas and seafood. I had a black seafood risotto that turned my mouth and teeth black hehe! We hung around Diocletian's Palace, this walled in Roman structure from the 1st or 2nd century, a labyrinth of stone houses, restaurants, businesses and museums. It is a UNESCO heritage sight and definitely one to be seen! We took the ferry over to Hvar island one day too which was absolutely spectacular. Also a labrynth of stone houses and walkways on a hillside with a beautiful little harbor and a Ventian fortress thousands of years old up on the top of the hill. The gorrrgeous clear turqoise and all shades of blue ocean sparkled from below. My only regret was it wasn't quite warm enough to swim. So great!


Me in Venice!










MÜNCHEN, GERMANY
The day we got back to The Hague my friend Nick who is from Munich invited me and Abby to come with him and our friend Johsa to his house in Munich for the Easter week. Sooo we turned around and the next day drove 10 hours to Munich and were absolutely delighted!! I LOVE THAT CITY. It is gorgeous architechture, the people are so friendly and jovial. We spent time in an awesome beer garden in the big park, English Garden (i think it is called) one night, went on a pretty lake hike, to a lakeside mini-Versailles, one of crazy king Ludvig's inventions. In his search for absolute power and imitation of Napoleon he ended up bankrupting Bavaria with all of his castles, but did leave some pretty impressive structures! They are pretty gorgeous (one of them is the "sleeping beauty castle" Disney used for his design!) We also got spoiled by Nick's parents who shared some amaaazing Bavarian food and other-worldly lindt chocolate easter truffles and bunnys with us. I definitely grew a much greater appreciation for meat on this adventure, I even ate Venison! The way they prepare it is such a delicious mix of savory and delicate flavors and perfect cooking... mmmm!!






APRIL
HOLLAND
Back in Holland after my extended Spring break I started on a new term with a class in Global Governance and one on Human Rights for a change! It was refreshing to hear from a more optimistic stance some attempts and acheivements of justice that people are working towards (besides just structural injustices that are near-impossible to effect). I also learned a lot about civil society and am really inspired by people's trans-national efforts to organize and challenge the seemingly overwhelming power of Market in particular. Besides school I also kept busy with some fun things like the KEUKENHOFF, the largest tulip fields in the world! So pretty, holland's version of disneyland with flower fields, fried ham and cheese sandwiches and waffle's, and windmills of course!





A huge annual holiday as well is QUEEN's DAY, the biggest celebration of the year and self-proclaimed biggest street fair in the world. To celebrate the Queen's birthday everyone (literally) in the country dresses up in orange and partys in the streets. That is about it. Queens night is in The Hague, and Queen's Day in in Amsterdam. Besides the free outdoor concerts and delish street food, there is huuuge outdoor market where anyone can sell the old stuff they want to get rid of I bought 3 pairs of shoes for less than 10 dollars! A great day indeed! It was so busy there were literally millions of people on every single street in AMS, even the canals were clogged up with boats. I tried to stay with a group of 10 people but we were literally shoulder to shoulder with everyone and it wasn't possible! So fun tho. The night before I threw a huge party for my school Queen's Night complete with orange decorations and face painting! I drew lots of little Dutch flags and crowns haah! Then afterwards everyone headed to the streets to celebrate with everyone else, it was so cool!




MAY
The USA, Twice!
Well May came along and besides school I went to some fun concerts- Metric, a canadian indy band came to AMS so a bunch of friends and I went to that, very fun!

I found out in mid-may that my dear Uncle Steve who had been battling with cancer for a year passed away, so our whole family picked up where we were and met up in Gig Harbor, WA to be together and celebrate the amazing, funny, inspiring life he lived. It was so wonderful to be together and to remember such a wonderful person. He always had a joke, was the most competitive person I know and truly put his family first. We can all learn a lot from him!! It was so great to be with my immediate family, Grandma, Aunts and Uncles and Cousins and friends, I think we all really loved it. A very sad reason to meet but a very happy gathering nonetheless! Washington was as green and beautiful as ever, and sunny too!

Little Steve, Big Steve, and Pop


I was on the West Coast for 5 days, returned to Holland, and a week later headed to the other Washington, DC, for another 5 days for another of my dearest friend, Kristina's Wedding!! She married Zach, another fabulous person who she met from a study abroad program she and he both did in DC- where they now live and work. It was sooo wonderful to celebrate and be with her and some of the most awesome friends ever (a lot from our study abroad trip in Costa Rica). We all had a sunny memorial day weekend blast with bachelorettes, manicures, shopping, a bit of sightseeing and of course great meals! DC in the spring is wonderful! I also got to stay with my friend Jenny who lives in Alexandria, VA and be inspired by her and her husband who have been doing service missions to the Ukraine and Ethiopia. I am so lucky to know such wonderful people!






BELGIUM

Two transatlatic flights in two weeks was a bit rough, but before I even had a chance to recover from jetlag, it was off to another country- BELCIUM! Now whoever thinks Belgium and the Netherlands are the same are quite wrong!! It is like yin and yang, the attention to detail and quality, the chocolate, gourmet food down to the selection of bread truly is luxurious! I went on a class trip with my Labor Rights specialization (who has informally adopted me), and we visited another development institute in Antwerp, a beautiful ancient little town with cobbled streets and 17th century buildings. We also went to Brussels and met with some NGO's, a Trade Union, and the EU commission. That night was an outdoor Jazz festival so I ended up eating Moules et friets (mussels and fries) with a couple of my professors drinking kriek (the most DELICIOUS cherry beer) and having good convo. Gradschool isn't all bad after all haha! A classmate and I stayed for an extra day and ate fresh waffles, chocolate, and did some shopping, so fun! I LOVED the French too, ah so beautful, must learn!!





JUNE
Well that catches me up to last month... The first two weeks of June I was literally in solitary confinement slaving away at the schoolwork I had neglected in my various journeys. The social committee threw a Summer kick off BBQ for our students which went really well, complete with Halal meat for the Muslims.. It was great! We all needed it with finals and the never ending load of papers!

25th BIRTHDAY
I only took a break to celebrate my 25th birthday!!! I am officially a quarter century! I feel good though, and the time leading up to it was good so I could contemplate where I am and where I want to be in my life. I celebrated in my favorite way, at a Mexican Restaurant... where the people thought I was turning 16!!! HAHA!! My friend's told the waiter it was my birthday and he wanted to ask my age so he could put it on the birthday cake he was going to bring out, and I told him to guess... and he guessed 16! For the first time in my life it DIDN't OFFEND me hahaha!






ATHENS
With that slight respite, I persevered with all of my papers and finished up with just 30 minutes to spare to take a shower and pack for my trip to GREECE! My International Poliical Economy Specialization organized a class study trip to Athens. I was supposed to be there for 5 days but because of some scheduling snafus I only ended up being able to be there 3 days b/c my mom was coming. It all worked out tho- hot gorgeous weather, Blluuue blue blue warm salty mediterranean, chicken euros, greek salad and tzaiki and ouzo all complimented the class visits we took to different NGO's, professors, and even the communist party of Greece! I also saw the Parthenon which was sooooo cool! The view from the top of the Acropolis of thousands of year old temples, sports stadiums, theatres and the sprawling city and ocean beyond was truly breathtaking! I really loved it. It made me miss my trip to the Greek Islands my grandma took me my sister and cousin on when I was 16... so amazing!!





RUSSIA!!
So the day I flew home from Greece, my mom flew into Amsterdam! Due to a flight delay my poor mom had to wait worridly for a few hours in Schipol (the AMS airport) having no idea where I was, but it finally worked out! We got back to my place at around 11pm, then heading to RUSSIA the next morning at 7am! Another quick turnaround... but sooooo so worth it.

Russia deserves a post in itself, so I will do that. (see previous blog post)


JULY
KÖLN, GERMANY
After we got back, my mom and I hung around the Netherlands a bit- went over to Delft, went on some beautiful beach walks and saw some of the Hague sights. Then we went to my still currently favorite European Country, and a part of our ethic heritage- Germany!! It was great! We went to Cologne, only a 4 or so train ride away and explored the city and its culinary delights among other things. We went to the Chocolate museum right on the Rhine River... As far as museums goes, this is really a good one. It goes from all of the biological background, to the political economy issues of trade, fair trade etc, to the production- a mini-lindt factory inside, and also commercial history and origns in the Aztecs. So fun! My mom also inadvertently got to experience her first gay pride parade! I kind of was clued that it might be a special weekend from the massive amounts of stereotypically looking homosexual outfits, men with tight leather shorts and mesh tank tops, women with plaid shirts, rainbow flags and the like, but there was also a massive parade. Mostly lots of dancing, some cross dressing, they were just having a good time! Mom got a little more than she bargained for, but at least got to see a good 'ol fashioned European street festival! Lots of food and street vendors and the like.







BIKING AND BELGIUM
She took off a couple weeks ago, and my good friend Adrienne from Highschool came over for a week- we had intended to bike to Belgium but because of the very changable and poor weather forecast we ended up doing a few day trips from the hague- to Delft and Noordwijke, a beautiful seaside town north of here about at 20-30KM ride from here through some beautiful dunes and parks. Then we took the train to Brugges, in Belgium and did some absolutely gorgeous countryside rides, with beautiful canals, windmills, sheep and cows, little villages... the type of ride you would sterotypicaly imagine doing in the european countryside. Wow! We also stopped at a little cafe in the town of Damme, to hide from the rain and i literally had the BEST cappuchino with fresh cow's milk and coffee, divine freshly made chocolate mouuse with flakes of just made chocolate and whipped cream and a little cookie. It was to die for!! Brugge calls itself the "medevial capital of the world" and I wouldn't doubt it- it still holds much historic charm with lots of canals, ancient brick buildings, windmills, churches. Take a look at the pictures for yourself- so cute!! We stopped by Antwerp on our way back yesterday and she just headed out this morning!









NOW: RESEARCH PAPER and OXFAM!

Sooo all of that to say- what am I actually doing now besides a little school and a lot of travel?! Well, the school part I finished in June- the course work at least. Now we are full time in Research Paper (RP) mode time. I think I had mentioned previously about wanting to look at a Nicaraguan peasant movement, Asotraedexan, however the funding I applied for fell through. It was pretty defeating for a while but my supervisor encouraged me to instead of looking from the perspective of 'the people' (which I really would have prefered to do, where my heart is) rather take an nuanced approach, and look at issues of civil society from the place of power instead as I am in Holland and there are lots of powerful organizations here I could gain from studying (which in the future can help me to know this perspective if I go back to working with people like I hope to). I still wanted to examine Corporate Social Responsibility and see how non-state actors engage with it inspite of its bad reputation. T thought I would narrow it down to how civil society (non-state, non-market actors) aim to influence the market theoretically, so for a specific case study wanted to look how a particular NGO works with CSR (Corporate Social Responsibility) type of programs and policies.

Thus I have been in communication with Oxfam Novib, the Dutch branch of Oxfam International, one of the more influential international Non-Governmental Organizations. I have been meeting with some of their staff working on CSR (Corporate Social Responsibility) issues and we have agreed for me to study their work and interventions on the Cocoa value chain, particularly their work in the Ivory Coast. Yes, I am studying CHOCOLATE for my Thesis! How perfect, no?!

So far I have really enjoyed getting to work with these guys and can't wait to see what I come up with. It is easy to be critical of such big organizations with so many goals but I really do think at least the employees I have met are really working with a good heart with effective goals, so it will be interesting to see what I learn! I will be working on this full time- directly with Oxfam for the next 6 weeks, then turn in my first draft of my thesis by mid-september. The final draft is due in November.

After the Oxfam work is done I might intern for the Transnational Institute in Amsterdam, another NGO that does some really interesting and innovative development research and activism on topic. I also just got a babysitting job, yay for income! I am going to be watching a 15 month old boy and 3 year old boy from an Australian family. Should be an adventure, but I am so happy to feel productive again, I am up for the challenge!


Final Thoughts (if you've even made it this far haha!)


The past few months have definitely been great, especially the traveling, but in spite of the fun I have also been really struggling to deal with some depressing stuff about the hopelessness of the world system. I wanted to study the world system to see what makes the world work, idealistically believing there must be some easy fix that can align it just right to make the world a better place for everyone. Sadly I really don't think that will ever happen, certainly not through politics and absolutely not through economics at least in our present system.

However, I also know these aren't the only things that determine and drive how our world runs, and there are intangible things that cannot be given or taken away with money or power. In spite of these systems there are dynamic people groups and social movements which do still maintain a sense of hope and genuinity that honestly wish to enact change and justice for our world. The "system" is not entirely evil, and can be used for good means but is not, cannot, and will never be the end all for how we as humans are to exist. Meh, lots of esoteric pondering, but bottom line is I kind of felt like I had lost hope for a while, but I feel it gradually coming back and have a greater realization that I can only do what I can, and I can try to act in the best way possible in what I personally do and there are other people doing the same thing, and I should surround myself with those people. In spite of the insurmountable problems and injustices we can and still dare to believe that there is hope and that positive action and change is possible, because if not, we have nothing.

Margaret Mead says, "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful committed people can change the world: indeed it's the only thing that ever has."

Gandhi says, "Whenever I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have always been tyrants and murders, and for a time they may seem invincible, but in the end, they always fail."

I can only hope these two people are correct and choose to live in hope and solidarity with other like-minded people. Kinda stuff I knew before, but have again learned in a much deeper way.

Well, that is about it for here!! If you made it this far reading- congrats! We'll see what these next few months bring, and I will try to write a little more frequently to make it easier on both of us! As far as post-ISS, I'm not entirely certain of where life will bring me, but I am currently really thinking about Seattle or San Diego!

Take care, keep in touch! I miss all of you a lot and hope you are enjoying the spectacular summers!!!

Lots of love,
Ruth :)